Busser Family of 3

When Dean and I made the choice to have a baby we never thought it would take us 2 years to finally see a positive pregnancy test, but the wait was definitely worth it now that we have our amazing little man.  Fast forward and here we are a year into trying to have another baby and confused as to where to go from here. I was naive and thought having a baby would magically fix all my fertility issues. . . with PCOS that is not the case and unfortunately the medication we used to have Dillon (metformin) hasn't worked this time; we have even raised the dosage and added hormone medication with no luck. We recently changed insurance and met with an obgyn to find out our options and left feeling more lost and confused then before we went to see him. Our insurance doesn't cover infertility until we have had it three years so unless we want to pay everything out of pocket ($300 each Dr appt plus treatment) there is nothing we can do. We have been researching and praying non-stop and not going to lie after the doctor appointment cried for awhile. But I know our God has a plan and will guide us in the direction we need to be. I also know that plan maybe that we only have one child and I feel so incredibly blessed to have Dillon and to be his momma. BUT its still hard to process all of this. I cannot even count the amount of times people have asked when we were going to have another baby or how many times I have changed because a shirt and mom pouch (belly) make me look pregnant and I don't want to be asked if i am expecting. I have always pictured having three to four kids and letting go of that picture is a process, hopefully one day we will have another baby or a couple more kids but for now we are just waiting for our Lord to guide us in the direction we need to be and thanking him for our Healthy, Growing, Amazing little boy. We also are very open to many options: fertility treatments, adoptions, and just letting go of all of this stress and hoping one day for another miracle baby. But for now we are going to give it over to God and enjoy every milestone and day we have as a family of three and enjoy this beautiful life we have been blessed with! Thank you to everyone who has supported us and prayed for us and we just ask that you continue to pray that we are open to any plan God has for our family and that we listen for his answers and direction.